Driving My Life Away

I"m not supposed to drive but I do a shit ton of it. I have to make sure everybody gets to where they need to be. Got to get The Wife to work Then I have to get T3 to school. Then I get Jr to work. Then I pick the Wife up from work and Jr from work. Then I get T3 from school. After the I take Jr to his second job. On Jr's days off I have to pick up and drop his girlfriend. In between all that I wait .I wait for who needs a ride next. If I'm not driving I'm waiting. This means I can't do any of the things I want or need to accomplish.

I have several website ideas that will make me rich. I also like to make things. Little things. Things that take time and a lot of concentration. Well by the time I get set up and ready to start I have to put everything away so I can pick somebody up or drop them off..

Did I mention that in order to do all this driving I have to skip some of my meds. Meds that keep me from hurting so I'm in pain all day. It all makes me pretty grumpy. Of course when I get grumpy everybody gives me shit about it. It's enough to make me crazier.

Anyway I'm tired of being grumpy, in pain, waiting, and being the designated driver.

Drive Angry.

Well Shit

I already screwed that up.

NoMoPoHo

I an unofficially doing the write everyday day of November thing. I had lost the will to write for a long time along with the will to live. I was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver last year. My three liver doctors all told me different things. One told me 10 to 20 years, one told me 5 years and one told me he didn't know. the 5 years got stuck in my head and I went all depressive and shit. So now I take a bucket of pills everyday. I've been fighting with Social Security since October 2010, so that depresses me even more so now I'm just a big bag of whiny.

I've been wanting to write again but I don't want to bring anybody down, so if I get to whiny remind me to shut the fuck up.

That's all for today. I'll try to be more creative tomorrow.

You do you and I'll do me.

The Gloves Are Off

When I first started this blog, I didn't know anybody. Then I gained a few followers. My blogs became a little more sensitive because I was concerned with other peoples feelings. Not anymore. I am coming back soon and I will not be concerned with how something might hurt somebody emotionally, nor will I be concerned with how you feel about me. I tried real hard, real God-damned hard to be a better person. You want to know where it got me, it got me no-fucking-where. So if you still read this you can welcome back the asshole me. I'm going to follow natures course instead of fighting it.


You do you. I'll do me.

I Failed

Computer died yesterday. Pushing up fucking daisies.Therefore I couldn't post. Can't even get it to load windows in any mode. Safe or otherwise. I'm taking it to a friend and dropping it off. Hopefully he can fix it.

More proof God hates me.

Tie-urd

Eyes hurt cant keep feet open.


Kee......

Suck Ass Super Bowl

The worst part is now we have to listen to all the liberals talk about the spirit of New Orleans being lifted since the great tragedy. Not to mention all the idiots running around saying "Who Dat". What a collection of morons. At least the nachos were a success.

Keep on "Hatin' Peyton"