Thursday, November 01, 2012

NoMoPoHo

I an unofficially doing the write everyday day of November thing. I had lost the will to write for a long time along with the will to live. I was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver last year. My three liver doctors all told me different things. One told me 10 to 20 years, one told me 5 years and one told me he didn't know. the 5 years got stuck in my head and I went all depressive and shit. So now I take a bucket of pills everyday. I've been fighting with Social Security since October 2010, so that depresses me even more so now I'm just a big bag of whiny.

I've been wanting to write again but I don't want to bring anybody down, so if I get to whiny remind me to shut the fuck up.

That's all for today. I'll try to be more creative tomorrow.

You do you and I'll do me.

3 comments:

Christina LMT said...

Feel free to vent, it's YOUR blog, after all. (Venting...it's not whining.:) )

Sorry to hear about your liver. I hope all the docs are full of shit and you end up dancing (or pissing) on their graves.

Zelda said...

I still want to figure out what's wrong with you and I haven't given up.

Charmed Rogers said...

I'm just glad you are back, whiney, venty, or otherwise engaged, who cares! Now I have a reason to read blogs again!