Thursday, November 01, 2012


I an unofficially doing the write everyday day of November thing. I had lost the will to write for a long time along with the will to live. I was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver last year. My three liver doctors all told me different things. One told me 10 to 20 years, one told me 5 years and one told me he didn't know. the 5 years got stuck in my head and I went all depressive and shit. So now I take a bucket of pills everyday. I've been fighting with Social Security since October 2010, so that depresses me even more so now I'm just a big bag of whiny.

I've been wanting to write again but I don't want to bring anybody down, so if I get to whiny remind me to shut the fuck up.

That's all for today. I'll try to be more creative tomorrow.

You do you and I'll do me.


Christina LMT said...

Feel free to vent, it's YOUR blog, after all. ('s not whining.:) )

Sorry to hear about your liver. I hope all the docs are full of shit and you end up dancing (or pissing) on their graves.

Zelda said...

I still want to figure out what's wrong with you and I haven't given up.

Charmed Rogers said...

I'm just glad you are back, whiney, venty, or otherwise engaged, who cares! Now I have a reason to read blogs again!